Religious

Thinking about how I was created makes me feel frustrated and curiosity hits me bad. I hate it how people believe in all this God thing. There are so many Gods and I honestly don’t know what I believe in, there are many stories about many Gods and possibly a few evidence. I always question myself as to why I was even created to live in this world. In the end we all die anyways and there’s no point in living. In my next life I want to be living in a world that’s full of fairies and magic. Imagine that, how amazing would that be rather then living in such a boring world.

People say Tumblr is a waste of time. I disagree. In 20 years, I’m going to be able to sit down with my husband, type in my old Tumblr URL and say, “Baby, this is who I was at 15. It’s all the things that made me laugh, smile and cry. It’s the recipes I wanted to try, the quotes that I abided by and believed in. It’s all of the new things that I wanted to do someday. It’s the struggles I made it through. It’s the hurricane of 2011 and my letter to you about how I wish you were there. This is ME.” So Tumblr? Not a waste of time. It’s an investment in a memory. Because, tell me: Do you think you’re going to remember all of the little things that make you tick now, then? You won’t, I promise…But me? I will.