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You said sorry and that you’ve changed

You asked me to help you cut down the amount of weed and cigarettes you take a day, I’ve given you a challenge to do and let’s just hope that you succeed.

Three months back, we had an arguments. Three months later, you apologize. I’ve waited that long to hear that, but trust me, I could wait a lot longer than you think. You told me that your boys were the reason why we lost contact, I wasn’t the only one who you lost contact with, but it was also your family and all your close ones. Wow, are you proud of yourself now? I hope you learnt something after you’ve realized who you lost in your life. Now you come running back for me, I’m proud of your current decision.

Do you still like me? Remember on your birthday?

“What do you want for your birthday?”

“something priceless”

“what is it?”

“you”

“why me?”

“It’s because I like you”

I never thought that you’ll like someone like me, I don’t see what’s so special about me, why not go for those girls who every boys go for? The ones who are out everyday, clothless and tries to get into boys pants? I just want to know, WHY ME? You waited for me for half a year..

Remember that one time? We were at the park in front of my house? You were hugging me because I was cold and I was playing angry birds on your ipod, and you kissed me on the cheek and said that I was cute. I felt happy inside, back then we were so close.

Now? It’s not the same anymore.. After all those arguments, nothing’s the same. We still talk to each other but it just doesn’t feel right. Last night on the phone you told me that you missed me and that you wanted to see me, I’m happy that I can still make you smile.