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I still remember when I saw her face, she was beautiful. Just like a doll, so flawless with an amazing body. My self-esteem starts to drop, I feel so insecure about my looks, oh how I wished to be like her. The other day we talked, every word that came out of her mouth, I just couldn’t believe it, it seem like she’s the only one who notices every little things and worries about me.

As we sat down, she told me that she notices how sensitive I was, I didn’t even know that myself. She gave out all her reasons as to why she thinks I’m sensitive “I notice how you’re really sensitive, you get hurt so easily, even with the most littlest things. The things your bestfriends do, you worry too much. Even your skin is sensitive, you’re always using natural products and hardly any make-up accept for eye-liner. You’re just a sensitive girl who no one ever notices, even if you walk down the streets now, no one would notice you. You always keep your feelings to yourself, next time, if you need someone to talk to, let me know and I’ll be there. - The words she had said.

For the past few days the only thing that was on my mind was her words, I’ve been trying to figure out what it meant and now I’ve finally got it. As time go by I start to realize that her words were true, I wish my feelings weren’t so sensitive. I just wish I was a ‘happy type’ and not so emotional and quiet around close ones..