December 2011
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October 2011
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Written a while ago
“That night I came over, that night I swore it was nothing more than two old friends kicking back having a few beers and that night turned into something I wouldn’t have expected. Something I would have never laid a thought on.
At that moment I got your text, a million thoughts were running through my mind. Why did you suddenly contact me again? Did I think it was OK for you to send a text...
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I wish there was a way to erase the things I’ve done, I hate regrets.
September 2011
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Like I said
I knew that in the end your relationship with her wouldn’t have last any longer. She wasn’t the right one for you, you didn’t love her as much as you loved me back then. You used her and acted like you loved her a lot but I knew that truly deep down your feelings you didn’t at all. I don’t appreciate what you did to her but I hope we could be friends again. It’s...
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Family
You know those family where they get along together? Well me and my family don’t. My parents are divorced and my grandma has been living with me ever since I was born. My mum doesn’t know me, she doesn’t know what my favorite food is, she doesn’t know what type of person I am, she doesn’t know ANYTHING about me. All she knows is my name, age, birth date and...
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Religious
Thinking about how I was created makes me feel frustrated and curiosity hits me bad. I hate it how people believe in all this God thing. There are so many Gods and I honestly don’t know what I believe in, there are many stories about many Gods and possibly a few evidence. I always question myself as to why I was even created to live in this world. In the end we all die anyways and...
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Emotionless
I always thought that I’d be scared of heights but now I’ve finally realized that being above the ground doesn’t scare me at all. Especially if I’m emotional, when I’m up above the ground I can’t feel my emotions anymore and everything seems to disappear when I’m up there. I tend worry about my problems more rather then worry about the distance between my...
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Letting go of something or someone that was once important in my life seems so easy now and maybe that’s because I’m so used to it.
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Oh hey,
it’s been a long time since I last spoken to you. How have you been? Where have you been? And how’s life? I’m guessing your life revolves around parties, drinks, smokes and lies. Seems like you’re happy without me. I’m just sitting here thinking about us but you probably have someone else on mind. I’m guessing we won’t have to talk no more..
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I’m scared to tell you how I feel, not just because of rejection but because of you. You won’t understand and never will. I don’t even know why I feel this way but maybe it’s because your words are covering all the flaws, I try my best to stop talking to you but then I just can’t help it. I’m always staring at your name hoping you’ll start something but...
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Sometimes, I wish I was able to tell you how much I love you
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Pressure
I don’t know whether you like me or not but during school time when we walk past each other, you would literary push or bump into me and when you’re with me, you would flirt, talk sweet, call me babe and sometimes even kiss me on the cheek.
Today we were walking together, you pushed me into the corner, you were breathing heavily, sliding your hand up my shirt and kissed me while I was...
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You used to love me, I left you waiting for me for one or two years. You asked me out, but I rejected you, and now you’re with someone else? She just recently got out of a relationship, you didn’t love her as much as you loved me, why did you even bother being with her? Are you just using her? Just because she’s got a nice body and has lots of friends...
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Internet love
Have you ever met someone off the network and fell for them? You talk to each other daily, getting to know them, webcam, Skype, MSN, call each other and have deep meaningful conversations. As time goes by you start to fall for them and hoping that someday you’ll be able to meet them in reality. You feel that they’re one of the most people in your life and wished to be with them but you...
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I still remember when I saw her face, she was beautiful. Just like a doll, so flawless with an amazing body. My self-esteem starts to drop, I feel so insecure about my looks, oh how I wished to be like her. The other day we talked, every word that came out of her mouth, I just couldn’t believe it, it seem like she’s the only one who notices every little things and worries about me.
As...
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Don’t ever kiss and hug me and just leave me like that. We were in the same science class for half a year and that’s where all the fun times were, when me, you, my bestfriend and your mates would play truth or dare, we would sit next to each other and muck around with random jokes and gossip. Nowadays my lockers right next to you, you would sometimes come up to me and hug me from the...
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How generous is that woman
I’m currently sitting on the bus and before when I was getting on, there was this little boy who didn’t have a ticket and couldn’t afford one, so then the woman behind him said “don’t worry, I’ll pay for your ticket”, she pulled out a $50 note and handed to the bus driver but he didn’t have change for the woman so the lady behind the generous woman...
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When I was 15, I’ve committed my first burglary, at my own school. The school is only a couple of miles from where I lived but the great thing is that I can run over the tops of the hills to get there and keep away from any police that’s guiding the main road. I’ve never ran so fast in my life before and the adrenaline rush was just amazing.
Once I got to the school, I sneaked...
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He may not be the best looking guy, but at least he has a heart.
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People say Tumblr is a waste of time. I disagree. In 20 years, I’m going to be able to sit down with my husband, type in my old Tumblr URL and say, “Baby, this is who I was at 15. It’s all the things that made me laugh, smile and cry. It’s the recipes I wanted to try, the quotes that I abided by and believed in. It’s all of the new things that I wanted to do someday. It’s the struggles I made it...
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Why?
Maybe it’s the way you talk, the way you make me laugh, and the way you make me smile. Everytime when I’m talking to you I always have this feeling, ever since the day I started liking you, it seems like my whole world has changed and everything seems to make my heart ache. I like you, but most of the time, I’m just not too sure, because seeing all these girls who also like you...
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This is the time when I told you that I like you, now look at us; it’s not the same anymore. I wish I never told you that I’ve liked you and wished that I kept everything to myself…
August 2011
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survey 2#
Have you ever done anything illegal? Not that I could think of..
Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom, or your dad? Mum
Where will you be 12 hours from now? Walking to school
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward? Depends
Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed? I’m scared that I’ll annoy him
Who were the last two people you...
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Afraid of love
That feeling where you like someone but you feel that if you get with them, they’ll end up breaking your heart. I wish I was his, if only he felt the same, how good would life be? I’m always worried about him, wondering where he is, what he’s doing and how he’s feeling. I can never understand him, the way he talks and the way he smiles. It’s so cute. If I were ever to...
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I never tell anyone the shit I go through..
because
No one cares
No one understands
I wouldn’t need to waste my time
Sometimes it’s personal
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Two years of friendship? Gone?
At the start of this year - some bitch comes along and takes you away from me, without even realizing, I thought you were just friends but in the end you and her were BESTfriends. What was I to you? Nothing? When you told me that you were moving schools, I didn’t really care because I knew that we’ll still see each other, but on the inside? You asked the bitch to move schools with you....
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Never in my life I wanted to break anyone’s heart. I just can’t be with you if I don’t have any feelings for you. But trust, if I ever accepted you, I’ll end up hurting you and I know for sure I don’t want that to happen. Because you’re such a close friend to me, I care for you and worry about you but I promise you that I won’t show any of that because in...
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I’ve never realized this, but it seems like you’re on my mind every second, minute, hour, days, weeks and months. You’re starting again, we drifted apart, now we’re talking a lot more often and a lot more enthusiastic then usual. Every night before I go to bed, I’m always on my phone just finding myself online talking to you and even when I’m extremely tired, I...
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The first thing I do when I sign in is that I check for your name.
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We’ve been talking a lot lately and it’s making me feel that I can finally get out of this shell that I’ve been living in for months. We seem to talk a lot more happier than usual, usually we would be talking like as if we even want to talk to each other in the first place. But now? We start to use emoticons to show our feelings and caps lock to show our interests. Just this one...
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It feels like we’re drifting apart..
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You said sorry and that you've changed
You asked me to help you cut down the amount of weed and cigarettes you take a day, I’ve given you a challenge to do and let’s just hope that you succeed.
Three months back, we had an arguments. Three months later, you apologize. I’ve waited that long to hear that, but trust me, I could wait a lot longer than you think. You told me that your boys were the reason why we lost...
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Life starts to threaten me..
I like someone, but imagine all the consequences. Countless girls like him, I feel bad because I like him too because if I ever had a chance to be with him, those girls will be hurt and I’ll feel guilty for their pain. The only choice I have now is to get over him and I will..
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I know I said that we should still talk to each...
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Have you ever
been so happy?
Then suddenly, flashbacks starts to appear and you break into tears. It’s like you don’t know what’s going on, you’re just sitting there smiling and your mind starts to think way too much that you start to cry. Those flashbacks, are the flashbacks full of happiness, but then the people who you knew in there, are gone. You just don’t know them anymore,...
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Why them? Why is it always those girls who gets the boys? The girls who wear short shorts, singlets, crop tops etc. always gets boys. If I was wearing a crop top or a singlet I would have a jacket over me unless it’s summer. Why not go for those girls who sit at home, studying all day, watching movies, chatting online and not go out? Yeah I’m one of those girls, so what? Am I a nerd?...
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Believe me, I’ll get over you. I promise that I’ll stop talking to you, even if you start talking to me I’ll be the one to blunt reply you just as a reminder to myself saying that I can’t love you.
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Sometimes, I wish I could tell you how I feel, but you just wouldn’t understand because I know that you don’t feel the same..
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Our story
He was dropping off a friend at school, he saw a girl waiting outside, she thought he was kind of cute but looked a bit too old. He got her email address, afterschool she gets online, they both start talking, he invites her to a party and she came. They got to know each other and the next day they were together. Every afterschool they both would meet at bubblecup in St albans, with her girls and...